MORE ABOUT MY PKU
AS MOST OF YOU KNOW (IF YOU READ THE OTHER POST), I HAVE PKU. WELL, I WAS READING UP ON THINGS AND LEARNING NEW THINGS THEY HAVE DISCOVERED IN THE PAST 2 YEARS ALONE.
NOW WHEN I WAS PREGO WITH BOTH BOYS I HAD TO GO ON MY PKU DIET. NO CHOICE ABOUT IT. WELL, I LEARNED AT 16 IT WAS A DIET FOR LIFE. I WENT ON IT BRIEFLY BUT I JUST REFUSED TO ADMITT TO MYSELF THAT IT WAS A BIG DEAL OR THAT I HAD IT. I REFUSED TO ADMITT THAT. I KNOW IT DOESNT HELP DENYING THINGS BUT….WHATS GOT ME REALLY IRKED IS THIS….
IN THE PAST TWO YEARS SINCE I HAD ANGUS THEY ARE LEARNING PKU CAN EVENTUALLY BE FATAL! I DID NOT KNOW THIS AT ALL AND MY DOCTOR DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TO CALL ME AND LET ME KNOW ANY OF THIS AND YES HE KNEW B/C I CALLED TO FIND OUT YESTERDAY.
PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN OFF DIET FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME (ME) TEND TO EITHER GET NUEROLOGICAL PROBLEMS OR EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS. TO THE POINT THEY DONT REALIZE IT. I MEAN, THEY CANT SEE IT LIKE OTHERS CAN…WELL, I GOT TO THINKING THAT THIS MAY BE WHY IVE DONE THE THINGS IVE DONE, ESPECIALLY HERE LATELY…I KNOW I AM MORE ON THE EMOTIONAL SIDE AND ITS GETTING OUT OF HAND AND I NOW FINALLY SEE THAT!
ON TOP OF ALL THAT THEY CANT REMEMBER THINGS LIKE THEY USE TO. COMPREHENSON ISNT AS WELL, ETC.
ANYWAY, PLEASE DONT THINK IM DUMB CAUSE IM NOT. IF I WAS I WOULDNT HAVE REALIZED THIS.
I USED TO LOOK AT MY PKU AS A WEAKNESS. IT ALWAYS MADE ME THE ODD BALL IN SCHOOL. SPECIAL MEALS, ETC.
I MEAN ITS BAD …AND NOW THEY KNOW IT CAN KILL US IF IT GETS TO OUT OF HAND…WTF…WHO DOESNT TELL THEIR PATIENTS THIS! THEY SHOULD BE OBLIGATED TO TELL THEM. ITS NOT LIKE THEIR ARE A LOT OF US CAUSE THERE’S NOT.
I DECIDED, FOR MYSELF, THAT IT WOULD BE BEST IF I WENT BACK ON THIS DIET. ITS NOT A MATTER OF IF I WANT TO OR NOT..ITS A LIFE AND DEATH THING AND IT WILL ALSO MAKE ME INTO A BETTER PERSON…THE “REAL ME!”
BUT I NEED MY FRIENDS TO KINDA STAY IN TOUCH, SO I CAN TELL IF ITS MAKING A DIFFERENCE. IM JUST CURIOUS. I WAS ONLY ON IT WHEN PREGO SO I WAS EMOTIONAL ANYWAY BUT THIS IS GOING TO CHANGE THE WAY I LOOK AT THINGS, I WILL BE MORE POSITIVE AND I SURES THE HECK WONT BE DOING THE CRAP I DO NOW…THE WHOLE LYING (ITS LIKE I CANT HELP IT OR IM SCARED WHAT PEOPLE THINK SO I TELL STUPID WHITE LIES…I HAVENT LIED TO ANY OF YOU I PROMISE) THING OR CAUSING CRAP THING. KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THAT PERSON.
I KNOW THIS SOUNDS FAR FETCHED BUT ITS TRUE!
I WILL HAVE TO MEASURE EVERYTHING I PUT IN MY MOUTH. I WILL ONLY BE ALLOWED SO MUCH FOOD A DAY! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO EAT MEATS, WHEATS, GRAINS, DAIRY FOOD PRODUCTS, NUTS, PASTAS AND SO ON! ANYTHING HIGH IN PROTEIN I CANT HAVE!
IM NOT SURE IF YOU ARE FAMILIAR WITH PKU AT ALL BUT ITS SOMETHING YOUR KIDS GET CHECKED FOR WHEN THEY ARE BORN! THATS ONE OF THE THINGS THEY CHECK FOR WHEN THEY GET PRICKED IN THE HEEL.
PKU IS A GENETIC DISORDER THAT IS PASSED FROM THE PARENTS. THE PARENTS DONT HAVE TO HAVE IT (THE PKU), THEY JUST HAVE TO BE CARRIERS. IT EFFECTS 1 IN 25,000 BABIES AND NOW EVERY BABY IN THE U.S.A IS TESTED AT BRITH FOR THE DISORDER.
BASICALLY, THE BODY IS MISSING AN ENZYME THAT BREAKS DOWN THE AMINO ACID PHENYLALANINE (PHE..THIS IS WHAT I AM RESTRICTED ON) WHICH IS FOUND IN ALL PROTEIN.
A PERSON WITH PKU CAN NOT HAVE ANY MEAT, DAIRY, NO BEANS, OR SOY BEANS, WHEAT, GRAINS. SINCE I CANT HAVE ANY SOY EITHER THAT RULES OUT TOFU AS WELL.
SO, FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK GOING VEGETARIAN IS EASY, ITS NOT, BECAUSE VEGETARIANS GET THERE PROTEIN FROM CHEESE, BEANS, MILK AND TOFU; SO ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE FOR PEOPLE WITH PKU!
THE TREATMENT IS VERY EXPENSIVE WITH DOCTORS VISITS TO AS MUCH AS $500 A VISIT AND SOMETIMES MORE. THEN THERE’S THE PILLS, FORMULA, TABLETS AND OTHER THINGS LIKE LOW PROTEIN FOOD WHICH ARE ALL VERY EXPENSIVE AND VERY FEW INSURANCE COMPANIES COVER IT! IF THE DIET IS NOT FOLLOWED IT CAN LEAD TO EMOTIONAL ISSUES/PROBLEMS OR NUEROLOGICAL PROBLEMS. JUST DEPENDS ON THE PERSON.
AND EVEN WORSE, IT CAN EVEN BE FATAL!
I WAS TAKEN OFF AT 7 YEARS OLD…HAVE BEEN ON IT A FEW TIMES SINCE; ONCE FOR EACH PREGNANCY.
THIS DIET IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR MY MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL STATE, FOR MY WELL BEING AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY LIFE!!!
I CONTACTED MY PKU DOCTOR YESTERDAY. WE ARE SCHEDULING A VISIT. I WILL HAVE TO GO TO LITTLE ROCK FOR IT BUT THATS NOTHING IF IT WILL IMPROVE ME AS A PERSON AND KEEP ME ALIVE.
I ALSO DECIDED YESTERDAY THAT I WAS GOING TO GO BACK ON MY DIET COME TODAY B/C I HAD TO GET THE RIGHT FOODS! THIS IS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD ON ME! ITS GOING TO BE TOUGH! AND IM GOING TO BE VERY HUNGRY BUT I WONT BE ABLE TO EAT ANYMORE THAN WHAT I AM ALLOWED! ESPECIALLY SINCE I AM TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT AS WELL.
I AM GOING TO NEED MY FRIENDS THROUGH THIS UNTIL I GET USE TO IT AND DO OKAY! TO ME, ITS IMPORTANT I HAVE MY FRIENDS HELPING ME THROUGH THIS BECAUSE ITS VERY HARD, ESPECIALLY AFTER HAVING ALL THE “GOOD STUFF” THAT I AM NO LONGER ALLOWED TO HAVE. IT’LL DEFINITELY TELL ME WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE!
I HOPE I CAN COUNT ON ALL YOU! I BECAME AWARE OF THINGS I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT JUST IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS! BAD NEWS AND GOOD NEWS WHEN IT COMES TO MY PKU BUT IT HAS TO WORK FOR ME.
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ALL!
STACY

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